Chapter
Ninteen
IN
THE
PIT
MORE ALTERS BEGINNING APRIL 8, 1997
TUESDAY, APRIL 8, 8:00 AM @ DR. INDY
DR 1: It takes extreme trauma to create alters. God
leads through prayer. Be careful of
DESIRE to know whole story - can be henderance.
9:13 AM: KEN age 13
DR2:(to Client in altered state): (client)? who’s there - its safe -
talk - no one harm - come talk? - Jesus and Holy Spirit here - commented to
love of Jesus and comfort and peace of Holy Spirit - know me? - I’m (Dr.2) -
talk - OK?
DR1: good morning - talk? - I’m DR: talk?
ALTER KEN: NO - make me sick - stop talk about things - she not want to
hear
DR1: thank you
ALTER KEN: make us angry
DR1: feel angry all time
ALTER KEN: yes
DR1: I friend - need info - important - talk pleasant
ALTER KEN: what
DR1: you - age
ALTER KEN: 13
DR1: boy - name - tell story
ALTER KEN: yes - don’t want talk to you
DR1: school - worst part
ALTER KEN: school awful - too nervous to be in school
DR1: like classes
ALTER KEN: could but can’t
DR1: like teachers - kids - worst memory
ALTER KEN: several - OK - yes - too hard
DR1: name - I like - Ken means manly
ALTER KEN: not like - KEN - not like - I so bad - you have same
name
DR1: why say bad - someone attached - evil - who
ALTER KEN: get mad - bad - make bad - evil
DR1: go away? - Jesus? - invite - save
ALTER KEN: bad - yes - too bad
DR1: come to seek - save - etc. - no body too bad - Jesus give peace -
can pray
ALTER
KEN: change things
DR1: new creation - pray? - pray after me
ALTER KEN: do I have too? - be better
DR1: no - help - Yes - life better
DR1 & ALTER KEN; pray - forgive - Jesus come in - make new -
receive Jesus - thank you -Amen
DR1: now new - He came in - He keep word
ALTER KEN: i think so
DR1: Ken - why so angry - story - share
ALTER KEN: NO
DR1: hard story - forgive - pray forgive - be kind - forgive - your
choice
ALTER KEN: yes - hate - have too?
DR1: tell God who forgive - pray with me - to God - “I forgive” turn
over to God - OK
ALTER
KEN: yes - no - yes
DR1:
did you pray? - see (client) - how many of you - who lead
ALTER
KEN: yes - yes - some - can’t tell
DR1:
feel OK - part of (client) - your choice - walk to (client) - hug
ALTER
KEN: yes - would feel better? - OK - yes - 9:33 AM: integrate KEN
9:45 AM: ALTER (name & age not given)
ALTER:
just want you to leave me alone
DR1:
understand - talk a little? - how feel - age
ALTER:
never good
DR1:
school hard - sorry - let me help - talk
ALTER:
everrything - can’t - NO
DR1:
tell about me - I’m 50 - etc. - help people feel better - you the leader? -
still thee - leaer - others obey you - some one hurt you?
ALTER:
yes
DR1:
know about Jesus
ALTER:
don’t want to know - go away
DR1:
like (client)
9:54 AM: (client) back
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lot
of anger and hostility - body sensitive - study “Taking Thoughts Captive”
DR1:
Obsessive-Compulsive paper - what are false beliefs? - regret of past - fear of
future - = false reasoning. II Kings
18:1-ff (5) - Hezekiah - greatest king - son Menassah - most wicked
Mike:
(prayer partner): raised in drunk home - Proverbs 22:6 - general principle - not
guarantee
DR1:
balance truth - responsible for choices - any job worth doing is worth doing
poorly
SOVERIGNTY
- if I trust the Lord I’d quit complaining - command verses feeling
12:45 AM: ANOTHER ALTER (name & age not given)
(client):
glasses off - I don’t want alters today - I feel them making a rackett.
DR1: Talk to who is in charge - who in control - all important need
help - each person/part - pull together - who most knowledgable one about sysem
- what I don’t know
(client fighting)
DR1:
thoughts painful - kurt - know me - talk to you - willing - choose to come out
ALTER:
YES
DR1:
we talk before? - talk - name - how old - male/female?
ALTER:
NO - - OK
DR1:
upset you - talk - please - don’t want - hurt? - story?
ALTER:
no - - no - YES
DR1:
what do for you to help today?
12:50 AM: (client) back
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DR1:
seek the fruit of a disciplined life
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APRIL 9, PM --at home (client) went out
after dark to get burgers for supper!
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APRIL 10, 8:30-FF: reading all prayers in notebook - (client) bagan
having difficulty on 2nd prayer at curses - 8:45 - “by the blood” (pause) -
“don’t feel very free” (lays back) - (pray - call for personality of client) -
8:50 - “so sleepy - curled up - covered - sleep” - feel heavy - on prayer P13
of notebook
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SATURDAY, APRIL 12, 6:00 PM - STUDY FEAR - confusion - perfectionism -
false belief about doing
7:00 PM: KIT age 13
ALTER:
you’re too loud
DR2:
sorry
ALTER:
what you want to know about (client) for?
DR2:
help
ALTER:
needs help - always
DR2:
can you
ALTER:
I always help
DR2:
what’s your name
ALTER:
why tell
DR2:
just asking - up to you
ALTER:
might not like
D2:
that’s OK - anything to help
ALTER:
KIT
DR2:
age
KIT:
13
DR2:
what do you do to help (client)
KIT:
survive
DR2:
good - do you have a story or information about what happened?
KIT:
bad
DR2:
we know - why fear
KIT:
she afraid
DR2:
what
KIT:
what they do
DR2:
who
KIT:
can’t tell
DR2:
who said not to tell
KIT:
Jamie did
DR2:
OK
KIT:
afraid - have to help when afraid
DR2:
good - glad - what help (client) - now?
KIT:
help what
DR2:
be better - stronger
KIT:
she so afraid - have help her not be
DR2:
OK - I can show you how - want to help? - still there?
KIT:
yes - she feel but doesn’t know what she feels
DR2:
do you
KIT:
I can’t tell - somebody else tell
DR2;
know Jesus
KIT:
yes
DR2:
see Jesus and (client)
KIT:
yes
DR2:
go to Jesus and (client) - are you there?
KIT:
yes
DR2:
hug (client)
KIT:
yes
DR2:
PRAYER OF INTEGRATION
7:10 PM: integrate KIT
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7:38 PM: JASON age 21
DR2:
have to help - will you help?
ALTER:
will she be safe - when we all leave
DR2:
yes
ALTER:
nothing happen any more
DR2:
be all over
ALTER:
here to help her
DR2:
yes
ALTER:
been afraid so long - always afraid -
DR2:
of what
ALTER:
everything
DR2:
can you name anything - OK - safe - just me
ALTER:
(client cross - rub arms - hold stomach)
DR2:
tell what’s going on - what you feel
ALTER:
leave her alone - don’t bother
DR2:
bother who
ALTER:
she not know what she feel - it bad - evil - wrong
DR2:
yes - you give understanding
ALTER:
NO
DR2:
why
ALTER:
just can’t
DR2:
Jamie?
ALTER:
what about Jamie
DR2:
she tell not to tell?
ALTER:
it’s better not to tell
DR2:
know Jesus
ALTER:
He hasn’t protected her
DR2:
may because you’re there
ALTER:
I take Jesus place
DR2:
He allow you to help
ALTER:
Why He not help
DR2:
He want you to be one with (client) again - I can help
ALTER:
how you help
DR2:
help you be one with Janice - see (client)?
ALTER:
yes I see her
DR2:
go to her
ALTER:
why
DR2:
to help her
ALTER:
how that help her
DR2:
to be one - be stronger
ALTER:
I’m 21 -she wasn’t strong when 21
DR2:
I know - I was there
ALTER:
(husband) LET HER GO TO THE DITCH - DIDN’T TAKE CARE - I THERE TOO - I HAD TO
TAKE CARE - GET FROM STREET TO HOUSE - SOMETHING BAD COULD HAVE HAPPENED IF NOT
FOR ME
DR2:
yes
ALTER:
why (husband) not take care
DR2:
selfish
ALTER:
why selfish - she in pain
DR2:
He was young also - ignorant
ALTER:
that’s true - we young too - did you get hurt when little like she
DR2:
no
ALTER:
how you know - she not know either
DR2:
I don’t remember - I have no deep problem like her
ALTER:
she has problem - always has - her whole life - WE take care of her
DR2:
what’s your name
ALTER:
JASON
DR2:
you said you were 21
JASON:
YES 21 - what noise
DR2:
turning paper
JASON:
she pritty when 21 - but so miserable
DR2:
sorry husband didn’t know then
JASON:
nobody knew - she not know what wrong
DR2:
I’m trying to find out so I can help - you help me?
JASON:
can’t tell what - CAN’T BE TOLD NOW
DR2:
later?
JASON:
maybe - I’ll help her now - I know what you’re doing
DR2:
go give client a hug
JASON:
I hug lots - she not know - I love he - hope she be happy - she deserves to be
happy - never been happy
DR2:
give hug
JASON:
yes
DR2:
PRAYER OF INTEGRATION
7:53 PM: integrate JASON
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The
forgoing occured when (client) was 21 and her and husband argued - (client)
left house and went to ditch - no remember - knowing her fear of dark it must
have been a demon that led her out - JASON brought her back
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8:18 - (client) jerked as if
chilled - DR2 prayed rebuking demon - commended personality to the love of
Jesus and to the comfort and peace of the Holy Spirit. Afterwords (client) said it was a demon.
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8:45 PM: GARY age 11
ken:
want to talk
(Client
seized by demon in head - body jerked )
DR2:
prayed - rebuked demon and commended personality to love of Jesus and peace of
H.S. - can you talk - I’m DR2 - come talk with me
(Client’s
eyes open and closing)
DR2:
tell me your story - who are you
ALTER:
GARY age 11 - don’t know story
DR2:
thanks - glad you talk - want to help Client?
GARY:
(ugly face) MAD
DR2:
why
GARY:
don’t like them
DR2:
understand
GARY:
NO you don’t - you do not understand - no one understands
DR2:
OK - tell me
GARY:
NO WE CAN’T TELL - NOT RELEASED TO TELL YOU
DR2:
who said not tell
GARY:
GOD WON’T LET US TELL YOU
DR2:
OK - I accept that - you help Client now by being one?
GARY:
why didn’t God do something
DR2:
we will ask Him one day - I not know now
GARY:
she hears the SCREAMING, SCREAMING, SCREAMING, SCREAMING
DR2:
I’ll pray about it - PRAY
GARY:
she want to know
DR2:
I know
GARY:
God didn’t take care of her so He should let her know
DR2:
will you be one with Client?
GARY:
she wont like my name - she not want a
GARY
DR2:
it be OK
GARY:
we not all like him - not all GARY’s like that - I’m good Gary I help her
DR2:
see Jesus
GARY:
yes I do
DR2:
give your anger to Jesus
GARY:
why
DR2:
He take it away - give peace
GARY:
peace -OH peace - she needs peace
DR2:
pray with to Jesus?
GARY:
I’ll listen
DR2:
OK - PRAY - take anger - give peace -- go to (client)?
GARY:
yes
DR2:
go to (client) - give hug
GARY:
yes
DR2:
PRAYER OF INTEGRATION
9:00 PM: integrate GARY
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DR2:
who else is here - want to talk - help
(client
jerk again - I PRAY - rebuke demon spirit)
(TIME?):
SUE age 19
DR2:
want to talk - tell story - help (client)?
ALTER:
don’t you know how to talk properly?
DR2:
I know -
ALTER:
why don’t you - what I do with Boy
DR2:
yes - I
ALTER:
good? is it - I’m surrounded by boys - you thought no more girls
DR2:
didn’t know
ALTER:
right - don’t - none knew - SO MANY OF US - always has been - have to stay and do she weak - “stop
- leave me alone you all wish - go along you’re silly way - I talk now
it probably come out - can’t keep hid - it been long time - I tell - “Oh
stop - leave me alone - if I want I will - it’s confusing -
DR2:
still here
ALTER:
still here - what you want - I tell
DR2:
you begin - I listen
ALTER:
he talk
DR2:
him who
ALTER:
if her tell her to come - imagine what its like for (client) when we all talk -
jibberish
DR2:
your name
ALTER:
why tell
DR2:
I ask - please
ALTER:
not very pritty - but I am plane oh SUE, SUE, SUE - uh
DR2:
hello - how old
SUE:
nosey arn’t you
DR2:
yes
SUE:
she like you
DR2:
(client)
SUE:
yes
DR2:
yes
SUE:
are you sure - may be she doesn’t - you
just think
DR2:
we have our moments
SUE:
moments of what
DR2:
misunderstanding - know GARY - not her
cousin
SUE:
yes I know him - know them all
DR2:
who is all
SUE:
all cousins
DR2:
name them
SUE:
all - why - not believe
DR2:
I want to know
SUE:
what
DR2:
who involved
SUE:
in what
DR2:
(client) problem
SUE:
can’t tell
DR2:
OK
SUE:
“I know, I know, I NOT tell - leave me alone - let go of me”
DR2:
SUE - who there
SUE:
I not say - don’t want me to talk - haven’t been out in long time - I want to
be out
DR2:
OK - know Jesus
SUE:
try rush me away - don’t want to go talk - be out - I know - see Jesus and
Client - be gone
DR2:
OK you got me
SUE:
exasperating - I’m very pritty - I’m the self righteous Client - she was very
self righteous - it was me not her - she not know how to be anything
DR2:
OK
SUE:
did I tell you my age
DR2:
nope
SUE:
how old you think I am -
DR2:
a sassy 8
SUE:
not a child - don’t want to be child
DR2:
so how old
SUE:
nothing is what its cracked up to be - a very beautiful 19 - (client) like
to be again - but she can’t - she old now - she wasn’t happy then - she should
be in here that should have happened - trade places - I be happy - young and
beautiful - refuse to get older
DR2:
so what do you do for (client)
SUE:
don’t think I want to talk any more
DR2:
OK - will you go to (client)
SUE:
OH she dope - may be if I go then she be pritty again
DR2:
could be
SUE: do you like her
DR2:
did and do
SUE:
better not lie - GOD WATCH - she old - fat - ugly - I pritty all these
years
DR2:
choice
SUE:
what you mean
DR2:
you choice
SUE:
what she let
DR2:
flesh not mind
SUE:
she no choose - she couldn’t - hard for her - school hard - don’t see point to
her being born
DR2:
God knows her purpose - you help
SUE:
I had purpose - keep her sain
DR2:
why you need to be one - more constant - your stability
SUE:
guys not think I stable - I fun do things - she to
DR2:
you can help
SUE:
she boring
DR2:
help her out - give her yourself
SUE:
I don’t know - been help
DR2:
need to be one
SUE:
I her selfrighteous - everything about me good - tired of being here - ugly
name - her name pritty name - stuck
DR2:
I can give you name
SUE:
who
DR2:
(client)
SUE:
have her name
DR2:
If you be one you will
SUE:
pritty name - I like both - all pritty - just like she was - too bad - go back
- may be she have my youth
DR2:
yes
SUE:
OK - what do
DR2:
go to (client) give hug - there?
SUE:
mmm
DR2:
PRAYER OF INTEGRATION
9:25 PM: integrate SUE
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MONDAY, APRIL 14, 8:20 PM
doing
work book: immediate demonic attack - PRAYED
(client):
difficulty reading - chilled
8:40
PM: JAMES age 14
DR2:
my name is (DR2) will you talk with me - does it upset you what we are doing -
does it upset you what we are doing here - I’m going to pray -
(client):
(heavy breathing)
DR2:
will you come talk with me - it’s OK to - I’d be glad to listen -
ALTER:
what makes you think I have anything to say
DR2:
find out when you talk - (client) and I need your help -
ALTER:
I wish I could tell you what happened
DR2:
do you know anything to tell
ALTER:
i can’t tell
DR2:
but do you know - not asking you to tell - do you know
ALTER:
I know and I don’t know -
DR2:
OK - will you give me your name
ALTER:
ITS JAMES
DR2:
how old are you James
JAMES:
14
DR2:
do you have a particular function as part of (client)
JAMES:
I’m strong
DR2:
well that’s something (client) needs is strength
JAMES:
I hold her up
DR2:
(client) needs that - she needs your strength to help hold her up all the time
JAMES:
she’s unhappy
DR2:
I know
JAMES:
the demons won’t leave her alone
DR2:
I know that too
JAMES:
we have to watch her - we have to take care of her BECAUSE HE’S TRYING TO
GET HER TO KILL HERSELF -
DR2:
know that too -
JAMES:
SHE’S GOING TO KILL HERSELF IF YOU DON’T WATCH HER - (?) - take care of
her to help her - she’s about to give up
DR2:
she needs you to give her your strength
JAMES:
well Ialways have
DR2:
need to give it to her all the time - would you like to do that -
JAMES:
YAH
DR2:
do you see (client)
JAMES:
yah
DR2:
walk over to Client - put your arms around her and tell her you’re going to
give her your strength -
JAMES:
MMMMMM
DR2:
PRAYER OF INTEGRATION
8:45 PM: integrate JAMES
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continuing
in study with another attack - (client) jerk - hissing anger - evil eyes
-PRAYED
9:08
PM: JAKE age 16
more
demonic attacks followed by an alter
DR2:
someone want to talk - I need your help with (client) - will you come
talk with me - it would be helpful if you would come talk -
ALTER:
I wish I could but I can’t
DR2:
yes you can - it’s safe to talk here - no one here but me -
ALTER:
no , can’t tell
DR2:
who says you can’t tell
ALTER:
GOD WON’T LET US TELL -NOT RIGHT NOW
DR2:
not right now - OK I accept that - who are you
ALTER:
JAKE
DR2:
Jake- how old are you Jake
JAKE:
16
DR2:
in what way do you help (client) cope with her situation
JAKE:
I don’t help her good enough - I should help her now -
DR2:
OK - can I help you do that
JAKE:
she hears the SCREAMING - SCREAMING - SCREAMING all the
time - I wish they wouldn’t make her scream
DR2:
yes - I do too
JAKE:
is she going to be alright
DR2:
God will make it alright when He gets all of you back together - are there many
others -
JAKE:
I don’t know how many there are of us
DR2:
you don’t know
JAKE:
NO
DR2:
do you know Jesus
JAKE:
yes
DR2:
Jesus would like you to be one with (client) - will you let me help -
JAKE:
(client) is tired -
DR2:
yes I know - she needs you to help -
JAKE:
I’ve always tried to help her -
DR2:
she needs your help with her all the time
JAKE:
yes, that’s what I try to do her whole life
DR2:
I can help you do that - will you let me help you do that
JAKE:
yes
DR2:
see (client)
JAKE:
yes
DR2:
go to her and give her a hug - there?
JAKE:
yes
DR2:
PRAYER OFINTEGRATION
9:12 PM: integrate JAKE
(client):
no body has any idea how tiring this is -
DR2:
we started at 8:20 and at 8:40 one alter came out -
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TUESDAY, APRIL 15, 1997, 7:45 AM
DR2:
is anyone there or do you just have your eyes closed? -
7:45
AM: JOELLA, age 16
DR2:
anyone there want to talk? - PRAYER of love and peace - rebuke any demonic
activity in Name and Blood of Jesus - the demons have been rebuked in the name
of Jesus and the power of His blood and you are commended to the love of Jesus
and the peace and comfort of the Holy Spirit - would you like to come talk with
me - it’s safe to talk here
ALTER:
I want to talk but they won’t let me
DR2:
the others
ALTER:
yes
DR2:
how many
ALTER:
I said I want to talk
DR2:
how many others are there
ALTER:
three of us here
DR2:
well all of you are commended to the love and comfort of the Holy Spirit and
it’s safe the love of Christ is here
ALTER:
I said I wanted to talk and she said no
DR2:
(client)?
ALTER:
YES
DR2:
well you’re out now so if God gives you permission to speak you may speak
ALTER:
they won’t let me talk
DR2:
what’s your name
ALTER:
JOELLA
DR2:
Joella
JOELLA:
yes
DR2:
well, Joella, how old are you
JOELLA:
12?
DR2:
do you know JAKE
JOELLA:
not sure
DR2:
the others quiet now?
JOELLA:
yes - (?)
DR2:
can you talk - God give you permission
JOELLA:
no
DR2:
OK - what do you know of (client) and her situation
JOELLA:
I don’t know
DR2:
don’t know - what kind of person are you
JOELLA:
I’m a good person
DR2:
how do you feel about (client)
JOELLA:
what are you doing?
DR2:
the fan came on I turned it back off - so we can talk without noise -
JOELLA:
(client) is OK
but
she’s no fun to be around -
DR2:
I suppose that’s true right now
JOELLA:
always been true
DR2:
trying to make her better
JOELLA:
well she needs to be
DR2:
actually it’s your business then
JOELLA:
that’s true -
DR2:
would you like to give it to her - still there
JOELLA:
she would have liked to gone to college - but she couldn’t
DR2:
she would like to go where
JOELLA:
gone to college - she couldn’t do anything she wanted to do- never -
DR2:
are you there
JOELLA:
you know she doesn’t think her life is worth any thing
DR2:
true, she does think that
JOELLA:
I don’t know why she’s lived this long - she wanted to die a long time ago
DR2:
well she hasn’t - you guys have helped to keep her straight I guess
JOELLA:
she wouldn’t have lived without us
DR2:
I know that
JOELLA:
and you would have been very sad
DR2:
quite, quite, sad
JOELLA:
you ought to you know
DR2:
yes, but I know her
JOELLA:
I don’t think she could live without you
DR2:
well, we’re trying to hang in there
JOELLA:
you’re not ever going to leave her are you
DR2:
no way am I going to leave her - would you like to join (client) - become one
JOELLA:
is that the way you plan to take care of us
DR2:
I believe so - she will have your goodness -
JOELLA:
yes i am better then they say I am
DR2:
who’s the other person
JOELLA:
yes
DR2:
they don’t care about you
JOELLA;
mmm, they do - hard to understand everybody
DR2:
yes (client) is hard to understand sometimes - do you know Jesus
JOELLA:
you ....(?)....... sometimes
DR2:
(client) needs to understand that - she gets aggrivated with people too
JOELLA:
yea, people are mean - mean to her
DR2:
(?)
DR2:
you see (client)
JOELLA:
yes
DR2:
do you see Jesus
JOELLA:
yes
DR2:
well why don’t you and Jesus walk over to (client)
JOELLA:
HE’S already there
DR2:
well good - walk over and give (client) a big hug - tell her you want to give
her your goodness - there -
JOELLA:
alright
DR2:
(PRAYER OF INTEGRATION FOR JOELLA)
8:22 AM: integrate JOELLA
TUESDAY, 8:00 AM : JEROME - 14
DR2:
asked if someone wants to talk - (no answer - prayed) - no one here but me it
is alright if you talk -
ALTER:
can’t say anything
DR2:
why not
ALTER;
not at liberty to talk - so there’s nothing to say
DR2:
and your name
ALTER:
JEROME
DR2:
JEROME, how old are your Jerome
JEROME:
14
DR2:
lot of you teenagers around
JEROME:
(client)’s teenage years were awful
DR2:
I guess so
JEROME:
terrable to endure it, had to have a lot of help -things were happening- had to
help her
DR2:
can you tell me what those things were
JEROME:
no
DR2:
who was there
JEROME:
no - can’t tell you anything
DR2:
what kind of person are you
JEROME:
I’m a good person -what do you mean
DR2:
what are your characteristics - are you strong - are you (?)
JEROME:
I’m strong
DR2:
well, (client) needs your strength -any others to give her
JEROME:
all I know is she needs help
DR2:
will you help her
JEROME:
yea - do you hear that
DR2:
n- -tell me about it
JEROME;
I don’t know what it is
DR2:
(pray for hidden things to come to light)
DR2:
see any better
JEROME:
there’s white all over - like a cloud -
DR2:
know how old (client) was at this time you’re talking about
JEROME:
no - it’s coming up like SMOKE - SOMEBODY SMOKING A CIGARETTE
(breath
with a start)
DR2:
recognise who
JEROME:
no, but they BURNED HER WITH A CIGARETTE - she’s little
DR2:
do you feel the pain
JEROME:
mmmm - yea
DR2:
I’ll ask Jesus to take the pain - (pray for healing of pain)
(client
jerk back slightly - legs up -
DR2:
can you tell me what’s happening
JEROME:
it’s bad (client jerk back again in chair - full )
DR2:
prayer for God’s control
DR2:
tell me what’s going on - can you hear me - are you there - Jerome? JEROME?
JEROME:
YEA
DR2:
are you still there
JEROME:
yea
DR2:
do you see what’s happening - can you see the memory - are you ready for
(client) - (client) needs your presence
please
JEROME:
do you see it
DR2:
what
JEROME:
a hand - it’s coming around her body - the arm is squeezing her -
picking her up - she’s SCREAMING - she’s kicking - it’s carrying her
DR2:
can you describe it
JEROME:
it’s a monster like thing - bid - ugly -
DR2:
describe how it’s dressed
JEROME:
has a skirt draping
DR2:
what color is it
JEROME:
green - no top on - monster looking thing -
DR2:
what room are they in
JEROME:
bed room
DR2:
where is (client)
JEROME:
they’re on the BED
(client
leg motions - 8:17)
DR2:
what’s going on now
JEROME:
he’s standing over her - BIG - hurt her
(client
scratching)
DR2:
do you itch
JEROME:
yes
DR2:
(prayed for itching to stop)
(client
- hands clasp sleeves in grip )
Dr2:
you ready to go to (client)
JEROME:
yes
DR2:
go to her
JEROME:
yes
DR2:
go to (client), wrap your arms aroung her
DR2:
(PRAYER OF INTEGRATION FOR JEROME)
8:22 PM: INTEGRATON OF JEROME
TUESDAY, APRIL 15 1997
DR.2:altered
state : GEORGE age 15
8:55 AM: took walk in woods to house at end of trail: (mentally)
DR.2:
see table (in kitchen), see anyone at the table (as before)
Client:
yes, they are there yet they’re not, some there , some just dead
DR.2:
look around room , anything else
Client:
no
DR.2:
let’s go into the kitchen, describe it
Client:
table in the middle, another little table, cabinates, same, small,
DR.2:
any one there besides Jesus and the angle
Client:
a man, looks like my daddy
DR.2:
is he doing anything
Client:
I’m on the table, he’s undressing me
DR.2:
how old do you think you are
Client:
little, 4, ( leg motions as before)
(client jerked back in chair)
DR.2:
we’re safe with Jesus and His holy angel, it’s only memory, what’s going on
now, what do you see?
Client:
he’s touching me, hand on me, my spirit is up above
DR.2:
are you ready to leave the house now
Client:
yes
DR.2:
Jesus, hide the memory, take [client] by the hand and lead her out of the
kitchen, through the dining room, back to the living room, we’re at the front
door now,
ALTER:
How can I leave her there?
DR.2:
who are you
ALTER:
why don’t you do something - how could he do that to her
Dr.2:
it’s memory, it’s in the past -
ALTER:
he’s there, on the table, he’s there
DR.2:
it’s memory, it happened in the past, it’s not happening now, it happened to
[client] as a child, [client] is an adult now, walk in the living room,
ALTER:
I don’t like it, he shouldn’t do that
DR.2:
where are you right now
ALTER:
living room
DR.2:
ready to go out now, at the front door
ALTER:
yea - I want to kill him - he shouldn’t be hurting [client] like that
DR.2:
that’s true
ALTER:
well make him stop
DR.2:
it’s memory, it happened a long time ago, it’s not happening now, - look for
adult [client]
see
Jesus -
ALTER:
why doesn’t He stop him
DR.2;
it’s memory, it’s not happening now, walk over to Jesus - let’s talk with Jesus
-do you have a name
ALTER:
GEORGE
DR.2:
Jesus, I pray for GEORGE, give him the understanding that you would have him to
have, take away his hurt and pain, take away his desire for revenge, and make
him whole, - GEORGE, will you take Jesus?
GEORGE:
He should have helped her
DR.2:
we have to leave that up to Him, can’t be telling Him what to do,
GEORGE:
He loves [client]
DR.2:
yes, and He wants you to be one with [client] now - and heal the pain in your
past - will you take Jesus -
GEORGE:
YES
DR.2:
will you pray with me then
GEORGE:
OK
DR.2:”Jesus
--(pray out loud or silently) - help me George to understand - I ask your
forgiveness for my desire for revenge
and I accept you now and ask you to help me help [client] - please
answer my prayer” - Did you repeat the prayer -
GEORGE:
YEA
DR.2:
now walk with Jesus over to adult [client]
GEORGE:
YEA
DR.2:
one more question, George, how old are you
GEORGE;
15
DR.2: alright, put your arms around [client], I’m going to pray:
Father, in the
name of Jesus our Saviour who is present, I pray that you will integrate GEORGE with [client] body, mind, soul, and
spirit, make it full and complete, in the name of our Saviour we pray, Amen.
9:12 AM: integrate GEORGE
DR.2:
[ to client
]
Client:
yes
DR.2:
you in the living room?
Client:
yes
DR.2:
walk out the front door and close the door behind you, walk down the stairs and
back down the trail through the woods, back out of the woods and back home
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sometime between Apr
15 and 20:
Client:
I’m copying
this so you can hear my voice ( voice is lower than normal, raspy, and slow in
speach ) while I’m praying the daily commetment prayer. (reading prayer from the book Bringing
Every Thought Captive.) [taped for further use] [client resisted the
demon in prayer claiming the name and blood of Jesus ]
Client
[after the above] am I coming in OK I just relistened to some of that and I’m
thinking its kinda like a helium balloon when sucking in on it and you can’t
talk good cause I have this notebook in my lap the whole time and this paint
smell or whatever it is is bothering me but on the other hand yesterday I read
from it a long time when it bothered me and then I talked on the telephone and
I seemed to be doing OK then. I’m going
to read some more of the prayer now to see what happens. I think this is
where I left off. [ put on tape for further use ]
(after finishing the prayer)
Client:
I have some pain left in my diaphram where I was forcing myself to talk and
it’s still hurting but I’m able to talk again now. I don’t know, I feel a scratchiness in my throat so I don’t know
if it’s allergic reaction to this or satan.
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SUNDAY, APRIL 20, 1997,
3:55 PM: TONY age 25
DR.2:
you say I’m too loud, I’m sorry. Who
are you?
ALTER:
TONY
DR.2:
can you tell me if there was a demon present?
TONY:
yes
DR.2:
thank you. does the mention of the name
of the Lord and the blessing bother you?
TONY:
not me
DR.2:
the demon didn’t like it. We’ll have to
be careful about that won’t we
TONY:
(client) is frustrated
DR.2:
yes ,we know
TONY:
(client) wants to have God’s blessing
DR.2:
that’s good.
TONY:
but (client) doesn’t know how. I try to
help her all I can, but it’s been hard and too much sadness
DR.2:
well, that’s why we’re trying to bring it all together and provide healing so
(client) can get on with life
TONY:
DEMONS are always here, they always harass, they always bother (client),
been bothering (client) since (client) was little
DR.2:
you know why they came to start with
TONY:
THE WITCH DOCTOR
DR.2:
the one that removed the wart?
TONY:
yes - (client) was just little then -
(client) didn’t know what was
happening - (client) doesn’t remember
all of that one either -
DR.2:
do you
TONY:
some , but someday maybe (client) will know
DR.2:
then you can’t tell
TONY:
no - our hands are tied - we can’t tell you anything right now
DR.2:
who tied your hands -
TONY:
it’s a figure of speech - God did
DR.2:
that’s what I thought, i just wanted to be sure - how old are you TONY
TONY:
25
DR.2:
well, we all think that you and the others have finished your purpose - and would like to make you one with
(client)
TONY:
but (client) is not doing well
DR.2:
well, if we can get all of you to join in everybody can work together with
(client) then (client) should be better - what you have you will give to
her - that’s one reason (client) is not
feeling too well because there are so many pieces and everyone is not working
together - they want too but its
difficult because they are all scattered
TONY:
yes
DR.2:
do you know Jesus
TONY:
there are not so many of us now - there were so many and we upset (client)
cause we talked so much - so much would be going on - and the DEMONS always
coming - and always having to fight
DR.2:
do you know Jesus
TONY:
yea, He doesn’t like the demons being here
DR.2;
that’s true - He has to work on getting rid of them - we’ll have to see what we
can do about that - you see (client)
TONY:
yea, I always see (client)
DR.2:
go to (client)and give a big hug
TONY:
that’s the way (client) needs me
DR.2:
that’s right, (client) needs all your love and attention and all your strengths
and abilities, all your wisdom and understanding
TONY:
well, I’ve always helped (client)
DR.2:
i would like for your to join (client) with the others now
TONY:
is that what we’re all going to do
DR.2:
yes, that is what we want to do
TONY:
are you sure it’s the right thing to do
DR.2:
yes, I’m sure - God let you be created to help (client) all through these years
- He’s shown us to let us know that you’re there - and now wants you all to be
one with (client) and that all will be one with Him, and for (client) to be a
witness for Jesus and help others who have the same kind of problems
TONY:
no one knows all the problems (client) has had
DR.2:
when God’s ready He’ll let her know
TONY:
you think He’s going to tell (client)
DR.2:
I think he will thell (client) when you all get together - do you know how many
others there are
TONY:
no, now sure, there are a few
DR.2:
you with (client) now
TONY:
yea
DR.2:
well, give (client) a hug and I’m going to pray:
Father, In the
name of Jesus, I pray for TONY that you will integrate him with (client), body,
mind, soul, and spirit, make it full and complete, in the name of the Father,
the Son, and the Holy Spirit, and thank you in Jesus Name, AMEN
4:04 PM: integrate TONY
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DR.2:
are you
back? - well, is there anybody else there that wants to come out and talk? I
just talked with TONY - anybody else there?- you ready to talk -
ALTER:
you’re not a very patient person are you?
DR.2:
i suppose not
ALTER:
what are you doing (client has eyes shut)
DR.2:
drinking coffee - what’s your name
ALTER:
why should I tell you
DR.2:
because I asked
ALTER:
why do you want to know
DR.2:
know who I’m talking too - the others tell me thier names so I know who I’m
talking too
ALTER:
it’s PETE
4:05
PM: PETE age ?
DR.2:
PETE thank you - you know anything about the WITCH DOCTOR?
PETE:
no - he used hocus-pocus magic -but he did more than they know
(client
leg motion - restless - scoot down in chair)
DR.2: what’s happening PETE? -what memory is going on - it’s
just memory PETE, it’s not happening now, you are commended to the comfort and
peace of the Holy Ghost - if there are any demons present you are rebuked in
the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost, and commanded by the blood
of Jesus Christ to go where He sends you
- what’s happening PETE?
PETE:
(client) feeling what they did to (client)
DR.2:
the pain is not real - it happened then, but now it’s just memory -- see
anything-
PETE:
I can’t say - SOMEBODY WILL TELL YOU
DR.2:
I commend you to the love of Jesus Christ and to the comfort and peace of the
Holy Ghost to calm the innerman - do you know Jesus PETE?
PETE:
yea, He let this happen to (client) - people are so stupid -
DR.2:
sometimes we don’t understand - but that’s why Jesus let you be created to help
(client) through these years of struggle, and now we need you to be in union
with (client)so that (client) is a whole person
PETE:
(client) is so weak
DR.2:
your strength will help (client) strength
PETE:
it’s all so hard -but (client) couldn’t survive without us
DR.2:
yes, and your mission has been accomplished
PETE:
how’s (client) going to survive now
DR.2:
that’s what I’m here for and that’s what the Holy Spirit wants to do so (client)
can come to the place where (client) can be more in control of things - you
want to help (client)
PETE:
(client) want’s (person) to know
DR.2:
yes, much more
PETE:
(?)
(TAPE
CLICKED OFF -END OF TAPE)
PETE:
I want (client) to be alright
DR.2:
me too - see (client) - go to (client) and give (client) a hug
PETE:
be the end of me?
DR.2:
be one with (client) -PRAYER OF INTEGRATION
4:17 PM: integrate PETE
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SUNDAY, APRIL 20, 97 - 4:34 PM
CLIENT:
read daily prayer out of book Bringing Every Thought Captive
(very
shortly into reading client’s voice starts to be raspy and breathing difficult,
client is then attacked by demon influence and jerked back in chair, threw
book, and begins hissing and pulling on
chair arms)
DR.2.: spirit in the name and blood of Jesus you are commanded to leave
he body of (client) in the name and
blood of Jesus Christ and to go now where Jesus Christ sends you, I command you
in the name of Jesus Christ and my testimony of faith in Him as my Savior, and
by the blood of Jesus Christ that cleanses from all sin, by the blood of Jesus
Christ all of you present are commanded to leave in the name of Jesus so be it
, amen.
pause
DR.2:
Father I pray for the peace and comfort of the Holy Ghost for the body, mind,
soul, and spirit from this demonic attack, we claim the love of Christ and ask
for your help now in the name of Jesus, amen.
DR.2:
is someone there who would like to talk; you are commended to the love of Jesus
and comfort and peace of the Holy Spirit; the love of Jesus is hear
4:30
PM: TRAY age 25
Demon
in voice of client: “I’ll take you to hell, I’ll take you to hell with me,
you will go to hell, I will take you to hell now”
DR.2:
all demonic will cease, you cannot, I am saved by the blood of the crucified
one Jesus the Son of God
Demon
begins to make loud vocal sounds to drowned DR out: “oooooooo”
DR.2:
the personality of Client is commended to the love of Jesus and the comfort and
peace of the Holy Ghost. If any one is
there who would like to talk, I would like to listen.
ALTER:
do you have any idea what you are dealing with? do you know how strong they
are?
DR.2:
they seem to be very potent, but they are not stronger than the blood of Jesus
Christ and my testimony in that blood.
They cannot harm me unless Jesus says so, and they cannot touch my soul,
it is safe, so is (client).
ALTER:
they can drive a person insane
DR2:
Oh, yes
ALTER;
if it wasn’t for us that is where (client) would be, insane. I have to pick (client) up again. I have to
pick (client) up so many times. when
(client)’s down I have to pick (client) up
DR.2:
because (client) doesn’t have your strength., (client) needs your strength.
ALTER:
(client) always down, I have to pick (client) up
DR.2:
if (client) had your strength maybe (client) would stay up more
ALTER:
(client) so weak
DR.2:
yes (client) is
ALTER:
i don’t know what would have happened to (client) if it hadn’t been for me
DR.2:
who are you
ALTER:
TRAY
DR2:
how old are you TRAY
TRAY: 25
DR.2:
Tray, do you know the whole story/
TRAY:
yes, I do
DR.2:
been there from the beginning
TRAY:
yes I have
DR.2:
then you know all about the witch doctor
TRAY:
yes, I do
DR.2:
(names of persons [ddg])
TRAY:
yes, I do, (name-g) didn’t have to do with (client) just (other family member),
but I can’t tell you any more.
DR.2:
do you know Jesus
TRAY:
YES! thought He was supposed to help (client)
DR.2:
He let you help
TRAY:
that why I’m here
DR.2:
yes, God wants you and (client) to be of one mind and body
TRAY:
i don’t know about that, I told you I have to keep picking (client) up. I’m always having to keep picking (client)
up.
DR2:
you have that strength, (client) does not. If you will be one with (client)
then (client) would have your strength
TRAY:
(client) be able to pick up self then
DR2:
that’s the idea
TRAY:
I don’t know, lot of time here
DR2;
true, time for (client) - needs all your strength all the time
TRAY:
(client) really messed up
DR2:
deafinitely
TRAY:
what ever you want
DR2:
see (client)
TRAY:
yes
DR2:
walk over and give (client) a hug
TRAY:
ok
DR2: Father, in the name of Jesus, I pray that you will integrate TRAY
with (client), full and complete, body, mind, soul, and spirit, in the name of
the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost, I thank you in Jesus name, Amen.
4:47
PM: integrate TRAY
(client) YOU see why I was hesitant to do this in DR1’s office, to go through
this in front of another man. It’s one thing to get angry, and clear his table
and break everything , It’s another one to sound stupid
5:17 PM Client try prayer again
I feel better this time than before, I feel stronger, I don’t feel
weak. When I started before I felt in a
weakened state.
“Daily
Commitment Prayer”
“Father I come to
you in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, I claim the bloooooood (word was
drawn out and wobbly) of the Lord Jesus as my protection during this time of
prayer. I address only the true and
living God. (space of silence)
DR2: No fear in love. perfect
love cast out fear. Plead the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ our Savior.
Client having problems breathing
“Refuse any
involvment of Satan in my prayer. In
the Name of Jesus Christ I command Satan
to leave my presence with all his wicked spirits (space of silence)
DR2:to demons: you are commanded in the Name of Jesus Christ to leave
the body of (client) and go where the Lord Jesus Christ sends you. You will leave the temple of the Holy Spirit
Client’s body and will go now where Jesus Christ sends them. In the Name of the Lord Jesus and the blood
shed, and the faith of our testimony in His name. Amen.
Client: I’m putting the blood of the Lord Jesus between us. I ask that you help me during this time of
prayer. I thank you that the weapons of
my warfare are not carnel, human, or fleshly, but are mighty through God to the
pulling down of strong holds, imaginations, and every high thing that exhalts
itself against the knowledge and experience of God and brings every thought
into obedience to Christ. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I resist and
cancel every plan, I smash and break every stronghold that has been formed
against me in my priesthood. I bind
Satans hold in this area and resist his hold upon my free spirit. I submit my priesthood to you dear Lord.
(hard breathing and pausing) I take
authority over all wicked spirits in and aroung the house that have been
assigned to hinder me in my priesthood today.
I bind you in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. I command all wicked spirits in the house to
leave and I bind you outside the house.
I submit those bonds to you heavenly Father. I resist and cancel every plan ,I smash and break every
stronghold (voice getting raspy) against me for this day. I bind and destroy all the enemies work
against my mind, my emotions, my will, my body, my (voice more raspy), my
spirit, and against the work of the Holy Spirit in my life. I resist all counterfits hinderances to my
ministry and my calling, my spiritual gifts, my prayer, my bond in Christ. I
thank and praise you for my salvation and deliverance so rich and free
DR2: Amen, Father, we need your power and presence. Demon spirits of the devil, by the blood of
Jesus Christ, in His holy name, you are once more commanded to leave the temple
of the Holy Spirit, Client’s body, you will leave and you will go now where
Christ sends you and you will never again return to harass the body of client,
by the name and by the blood of Jesus Christ, by the faith of our testimony in
that blood and in that Name of our Savior Jesus Christ. so be it now and
forevermor Amen.
Client is
commended to the love of Jesus Christ and the peace and comfort of the Holy
Ghost.
(space of silence)
Client is commended to the love of Jesus Christ and the peace and
comfort of the Holy Ghost. The demons have been commanded to leave. If you would like to speak I will listen
(long silence)
DR2: (addressing the alter system)
This is (me), it is safe to come and talk
5:25
PM: GENE age 47: Why don’t you just leave her alone.
Don’t you see what you are doing to her?
DR2:
trying to bring wholeness and healing. , be rid of the demons.
Gene:
doesn’t seem that anything is better for her now than before
DR2:
we are making progress. We could use
your help
Gene:
How do you figure that?
DR2:
we’ve gotten rid of some of the demons
Gene:
don’t you knowho many there are? you could go everyday on and on and on
DR2:
there will come a point
Gene:
They are always here, they are always coming
DR2:
we have to put a stop to it
Gene:
you really think you’re going to stop them?
DR2:
one way to stop them is to get all of you to become one with client. exspell the demons and get you together with
client. eventually when no more alters
and there’s just one client then the door will be shut.
Gene:
the door for what, the demons
DR2:
the door for the demons will be shut.
as long as there are some of you around that have a weak spirit then
that leaves the door for the demons.
Its not your fault, that’s just the way it happens.
Gene:
we’re the strong ones
DR2:
you have her spirit, part of her personality.
It just gives a door for the demons. we found a demon, we exspelled the
demon giving you freedom to speak
Gene:
I don’t think you better leave her alone tonight
DR2:
I already thought about that
Gene:
why , you afraid of the demons?
DR2:
they could be intemidating, but they are more likely to come around if I’m not
here.
Gene:
she’s by herself a lot
DR2:
I know
Gene:
she doesn’t like it either
5:42
PM: integrate GENE
5:57
PM: PRIMARY ALTER NO NAME
6:10
PM: tape clicked off, Janice startled back
6:24
PM: CALL BACK PRIMARY ALTER
6:30
PM: ALTER: “God wants me here for now”
MONDAY,
APRIL 21, 1997
10:15
PM: DON age 19
10:23
PM: integrate DON
10:24
PM: BONNIE age 5
10:30
PM: integrate BONNIE
TUESDAY,
22 APRIL 1997, 11:20 AM
11:06
AM: BOBBY age 7
11:15
AM: integrate BOBBY
11:20
AM: BART age 12
11:29
AM: integrate BAR----------
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SATURDAY,
11:23 PM, MAY 3, 1997
Client
and DR2 had just laid down to sleep - we had been talking about demonic and
child abuse movies when she went into an altered state:
ALTER:
don’t like scary things - shouldn’t scare us
DR2:
who
ALTER:
man - not like his looks - not want him to touch me
DR2:
who
ALTER:
big man in BLACK
DR2:
he’s not here now
ALTER:
scared of him - make him go away
DR2:
not here any more
ALTER:
he hurt me if he finds me - he’s here
DR2:
where
ALTER:
he’ll find me - help me kill him
DR2:
where is he
ALTER:
that room behind the curtain
DR2:
his house
ALTER:
yes
DR2:
how old are you
ALTER:
4 - take me away
DR2:
do you know Jesus
ALTER:
no
DR2:
OK - let’s find Jesus - (tell about Jesus) - say the name Jesus
ALTER:
Jesus
DR2:
see light
ALTER:
I under the table - have to come out
DR2:
I’ll pray for Jesus to give light - what’s your name
ALTER: JANIE
DR2:
(pray for Jesus to come and give light under table)
JANIE:
I see the light - I see Jesus
DR2:
take Jesus by the hand - walk to the door - out the door - down the sidewalk
and out into a meadow -beautiful - green - sunny - safe - want Jesus to take
you to (client)
JANIE:
yes
DR2:
see (client)
JANIE:
yes
DR2:
take (client) by the other hand - now its you, Jesus, and (client)
11:45
PM DR2: (PRAYER OF INTEGRATION
FOR JANIE)
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