Chapter
Twenty-Seven
STRONG
DELUSION
TO
BELIEVE A LIE
There is new light shed
forth in the darkness of demonic/multiple personality disorder. The personal problems that come in
post-traumatic life are the result of believing the lies told in the spirit
of the individual:
The spirit of man
is the candle of the LORD, searching all the inward parts of the belly. Prov:20:27
We know that all
lies are from the father of lies (Jn:8:44: Ye are of your father the devil, and
the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and
abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a
lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it). Our
personal lies become compounded by the intrusion of his forces in the mind of
the individual. The counseling that
overturns the lies is called TheoPhostic
counseling.
The lies are
listed in two areas: TYPES and CATAGORIES.
A TYPE has to do with “operation” or “function”. The CATAGORY has to do with the “nature” or
“character” of the lie. There are seven
(7) TYPES and eight (8) CATAGORIES
TYPES
1> Metamorphic Lies. This is the
lie that changes from the truth of a memory past and applies itself to a
present situation with feelings and emotions that are not true to the
present. In the past memory in the true
event the person’s will was violated by
some overt act. In the present
situation the Metamorphic lie out of past trauma memory tells the
person they are powerless.
These people will
have a tower of overwhelming emotion that covers fear, terror, helplessness,
and powerlessness. The allowance of the
lies leads to panic attacks in the present situation. the panic attack syndrome is deleted when the root-trauma-memory
is resurrected out of memory and the triggers removed.
2> Cluster Lies. As in a
cluster of grapes: they are all grapes, all in one bunch, yet separate
individual grapes. Each one has to be
dealt with till the cluster is picked clean and the branch is bare. Cluster lies are evidence
when, after Jesus has spoken truth to a lie and given healing, the personal
feeling and pain in memory do not drop to zero on a scale of ten to zero.
3> Cloned Lies. This lie
reproduces itself in similar situations over the life of the individual
relative to the root or original real trauma memory. This lie is evidenced when in counseling the memory shifts from
one memory to another in the same emotion.
To resolve this lie you must discover and resolve the root trauma. In so doing all subsequent historical clones
are removed.
This arena of lies
is associated with depression caused by chemical imbalance. With healing of the mind comes subsequent
healing in balance of the body (unless there is real physical imbalance
otherwise).
4> Memory Linked Lies. Is like a
Cluster lie but is a cluster of trauma memories using the same lie. Instead of a cluster of different lies it is
a cluster of memories. This lie is
indicated by the counselee when they report an interference or interface with
other trauma memory. To resolve this
lie you have to move from memory to memory till the lie is removed from all
memories.
5> Guardian Lies. These are
strategic lies placed between the trauma memory and current memory to block
revealing the truth of the original incident to hid the lie. Manifest in the counselee by denial, refusal
of TheoPhostic process, not accepting God’s truth, minimizing the
trauma, or the emotion or justifying the emotion. Must be confessed as self-attempts at healing and acknowledged as
sin before healing can come.
6> Splinter Lies. A small
splinter left behind from the original trauma memory some how remains after
healing and re-surfaces later with less intensity -- but the same pain. It is healed in the same manner as the original
trauma memory.
7> Osmotic Lies. This lie is
believed as truth while watching the action and behavior of others. The person believing the lie becomes very
critical, harsh, and rigid. The
believer is unwavering in this learned response to the given situation.
CATAGORIES
The elements that
describe these categories are fear, abandonment, shame, taintedness,
hopelessness, invalidation, powerlessness, and confusion.
1> Fear. This lie is Phobotic
and is in line with the Scripture of “fear where no fear was” (Ps:53:5). Primarily Metamorphic in type
the lie originated in a situation of true perceived danger. The phobia is relived in current situations
which contain no real element of necessary fear.
2> Abandonment. If the
believer of the lie ever felt deserted or abandoned the lie is perpetuated in
loneliness, rejection, God forsaken, with feelings of betrayal and a lack of
trust in anyone.
3> Shame. The lie of Shame
is believed when guilt is accepted.
This lie can be identified by expressions of stupidity and
ignorance. The believer will believe
they deserve it because they know better and did nothing to stop it and even
returned for more. Repeatedly
confessing their sin does not relieve the guilt of the lie of shame.
4> Tainted. This lie differs
from Shame in that shame is from self-condemnation, whereas being
tainted comes from having something wrong done to me. The believer then feels dirty and perverted, and believes they
are broken merchandise beyond love and repair.
5> Confusion. Created in very young children who cannot discern between their
right or left hand. They are confused
by a wound perpetuated on them by a “big person” who should have known
better. The adult believer of the
infantile lie in current situations becomes engulfed in confusion and losses a
basic sense of direction or understanding.
It is easy for demons to infiltrate the confusion and take control of
the lie. The counselor must take
control of the demonic force (if present) before healing can be manifest.
6> Hopelessness. The believer of this lie lives in a state of give-up-it is. They believe in the current situation that
they are without hope -- no way out. At
the end of the rope they fall into lethargy, despair, and depression which can
carry them to the edge of suicide, and often over the edge.
7> Invalidation. All children need validation from an adult, primary parent or
care-giver. Lack of proper validation
leads to the lie and false conclusion about oneself. This creates lack of self esteem and self worth, and thwarts any
personal motive or ability.
8> Powerlessness. This lie is developed out of forced behavior with the person
being unable to stop the act. This lie
then develops into a Cluster and is evident in the general
attitude of “I can’t”.
The eight lies can
be remembered by the acrostic F.A.S.T.C.H.I.P. -- the first letter of
each CATAGORY.
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ALTERS
BEGINNING 5/13/97
DR.
1. OFFICE
DR1
to client: can you see inside, can you see the ALTERS? We need to reach the system leader and teach
to evangelize - Col. 2:7 - Gave copies
of COLOR PROGRAMMING. Need to teach
warfare and evangelism.
1% of population has MPD. The key word for progress is daily
FUNCTION.
DR1:
addresses system leader to find more information. Eph. 4:16 ; Acts 20:28-31.
Ask to talk to who is in charge
Client:
what I hear is NO, NO, NO
DR1:
I’m Pastoral counselor , need to talk to help, ask you to be willing
Client:
eyes closed then opened, shake head NO - doesn’t want to
DR1: What is your reason for not wanting to talk
today
ALTER:
None of your business
DR1:
Yes it is, I’m a brother in Christ, want to help (pray against demons if
present). (to alter) Come to the fore
and talk
Client:
(eyes closed - hard time)
ALTER:
its work
DR1:
talk
ALTER:
may be
DR1:
have we talked before?
ALTER:
no, but I’ve heard you
DR1:
are you in charge
ALTER:
don’t know how much to tell
DR1:
Know Jesus as Savior?
ALTER:
yes, long time ago
DR1:
do you have an evil spirit guide
ALTER:
ANGER
DR1:
demon
ALTER:
YES
DR1:
pray? aloud
ALTER:
yes
DR1:
I pray for you - bind anger, he leave?
ALTER:
YES
DR1:
here to help, friend. What is your age
and name
ALTER:
45 - JIM
DR1:
Not want to offend, need information to help, want best, need to know - why
eyes closed?
JIM:
(client) comfortable
DR1:
you or (client)
JIM:
God is
DR1:
OK - see angel soldier?
JIM:
see one
DR1:
(Pray) - God give - send JIM angel, see angel?
JIM:
yes
DR1:
well, good
JIM:
(client) not handle
DR1:
how many ALTERS/
JIM:
----------------------------- 120 ------
DR1:
all as child?
JIM:
yes, age 2
DR1:
any come in adulthood?
JIM:
no
DR1:
any SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE?
JIM:
WITCH
DR1:
touch (Client)
JIM:
TOOK BABY
DR1:
explain
JIM:
not now
DR1:
(client)’s personality split came at 2 - when did it stop
JIM:
yes, age 20
DR1:
you early split
JIM:
yes
DR1:
complicated? - demons?
JIM:
yes
DR1:
are you free? love Jesus?
JIM:
yes - don’t know love - saved - not done lot with Jesus
DR1:
consider telling alters about Jesus?
JIM:
yes
DR1:
any problems or needs?
JIM:
some taken-- cripple crazy - just there
DR1:
integrate some - upset - bad?
JIM:
been long time - mess with - things change
DR1:
yes, one was violent, wanted to ..
JIM:
JAMIE
DR1:
big need
JIM:
ANGER
DR1:
big problem
JIM:
lot angry
DR1:
trust with me into who told not to tell?
JIM:
God, (client) wants to know
DR1:
ask God for info, test spirit - no demon tell Jim? if allowed share some info
on anger?
JIM:
no, can’t
DR1:
how know - God tell NO?
JIM:
can’t - yes
DR1:
error hidden - has power - error to light - loose power - hidden on house top -
trust me with info - in dark no healing - anger through forgive - is witch a
relative?
JIM:
yes ---- no
DR1:
how access
JIM:
take to WITCH
DR1:
who , why?
JIM:
WART - FOOT
DR1:
other reasons
JIM:
BABY
DR1:
age 2 or adult
JIM:
no - age 6 - wart
DR1:
baby in womb?
JIM:
age 12, yes
DR1:
who put there?
(client
back )
DR2
to DR1: one alter said (person # 2)
--------------------------------
DR1:
some type of ceremony
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3:00
PM
DR1:
would JIM like to talk some more - was that uncomfortable?
Client:
feel panicy - cut xanax
DR1:
JIM, talk more?
JIM:
feel stupid
DR1:
he’s talking
Client:
don’t feel he say anything
DR1:
you can feel, can I talk to JIM
JIM:
she not want talk
DR1:
(client) tell
JIM:
she control
DR1:
why she not want
JIM:
she believe dumb
DR1:
you intelligent - work together- OK? ask? did (client) have ABORTION AT AGE
12?
JIM:
---------------- YES --------------------
DR1:
tough secret
JIM:
no
DR1:
SRA?
JIM:
WITCH DOCTOR, MALE, HE DID
DR1:
any programming, anger
JIM:
-(?)-------- yes
DR1:
(client) know truth?
JIM:
no
DR1:
hid?
JIM:
yes
DR1:
who strong - work with-in?
JIM:
MARY
DR1:
can I talk to Mary?
MARY:
age 41
DR1:
Jesus love?
MARY:
yes
DR1:
talk
MARY:
yes
DR1:
work with JIM and me? -work alters together?
MARY:
if JIM help
DR1:
I believe he will
MARY:
yes
DR1:
JIM, will you help?
JIM:
what you want?
DR1:
work with alters, lead to Jesus one on one - forgive? important, need peace,
all have Jesus and forgive. will you work and help?
JIM:
yes
DR1:
MARY
MARY:
yes
DR1:
I receive Jesus 20 years ago, you know Jesus?
MARY:
yes, most do
DR1:
why anger?
MARY:
what THEY did
DR1:
share?
MARY:
hurt when little
DR1:
when 2 - who - tell?
MARY:
no
DR1;
why secret
MARY:
JIM say he get angry
DR1:
JIM
JIM:
here
DR1:
help understand - know more
JIM:
tell more?
DR1:
are you under orders? Jesus - truth set
free - truth - you protect (client) from pain?
JIM:
it would be
DR1:
she already went through it
JIM:
yes
DR1:
(client) deal with, tell your story
JIM:
not going to
DR1:
like (client) , love
JIM:
yes, yes
DR1:
protect - is your job
JIM:
yes -------yes
DR1:
not right not to protect
JIM:
yes
DR1:
angel there
JIM:
yes
DR1:
ask God to use angel - you talk with angel about what to tell (pray)
DR1:
JIM?
(client
back)
DR1:
JIM - talk with angel?
(client):
yes. feel build up - explode. afraid of what say or not say - feel they don’t
know, not make sense
DR1:
know - you will deny or hurt. I think
you’re controlling part of what they say
(client):
I want to know
DR1:
it’s all you - JIM says (client) won’t
to talk
(client):
don’t think they know anything
Dr1:
let’s allow his story
3:17
PM
DR1:
I feel confusion about what you want
(client)
I confused
DR1;
(pray, help)
DR1:
heart calm down? (client) with me? who I talk to?
ALTER:
make angry, upset
DR1:
what’s your name?
ALTER:
SHELLA
DR1:
have we met?
SHELLA:
no
DR1:
Jesus savior
SHELLA:
no, not need
DR1:
you do need
SHELLA:
doing fine without
DR1:
you angry?
SHELLA:
yes
DR1:
SHELLA:
don’t like what going on, what you or they do
DR1:
I help, invite Christ in - (gave gospel)
SHELLA:
why?
DR1:
need peace - understanding, I need your help
SHELLA:
what do
DR1:
help other parts, you important
SHELLA:
no peace here
DR1:
prince of peace come in. JIM, MARY, who
in charge?
SHELLA:
JIM
DR1:
he good, let Jesus in? pray with me, please
SHELLA:
what he do for me?
DR1:
give peace, strength
SHELLA:
lot of sadness
DR1:
give life, pray with “forgive sin - come in -take sin, save me - thank you”
- have demons or spirit guide?
SHELLA:
DEMON - ANGRY
DR1:
he leave (pray) - did he leave? still there, SHELLA? - is he still there
SHELLA:
another one came
DR1:
(pray) - all spirits bound - removed up and out - gone?
SHELLA:
yes
DR1:
doing better?
SHELLA:
yes
DR1:
age
SHELLA:
19
DR1:
how where you created, do you know?
SHELLA:
no
DR1:
treat bad - pray forgive
SHELLA:
not tell who
DR1:
not have to - pray to forgive - possible?
SHELLA:
no - don’t want to
DR1
think about later, Matt. 18:34-35 - know any one else? - who do I have?
ALTER:
JOLIE, GIRL, AGE 7
DR1:
know Jesus?
JOLIE:
Jesus good
DR1:
ask Jesus in?
JOLIE:
not sure
DR1:
can you ask?
JOLIE:
OK
DR1:
(pray together)
JOLIE:
what saved from?
DR1:
hell, sin - give happiness
JOLIE:
what happy?
DR1:
tell who hurt
JOLIE:
(identity of THIRD PERSON) in closet
DR1:
can forgive - pray to God?
JOLIE:
who’s God?
DR1:
Jesus - pray with me, forgive (third person) - God take care of
JOLIE:
will He really?
DR1:
vengeance is mine saith the Lord - Pray - “turn person over - forgive - take
pain” - feel better?
(client
got up and walked to window and stood for awhile
DR1:
Is (client) with us?
ALTER:
it is JANE. They hurt us and all
you want to do is forgive and let them get away with it - you not know what
they did - not deserve to be forgiven
DR1:
yes - but God commands to forgive for our sake - Jesus give peace - how old are
you?
JANE:
26
DR1:
need your help - talk - know Jesus? - talk about
JANE:
no
DR1:
hate him - why - he love you
JANE:
yes ----------------- no
DR1:
Jesus loves you - come to table and talk
JANE:
they BURNED US
DR1:
I’m sorry
DR2:
(told DR1 about other alter and cigarette burn)
DR1:
talk about Jesus and healing - want to stay or come to table -
CLIENT
BACK - sit down
3:40
PM
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5/14/97
- 8:15 PM begin with prayer
Client
prayed - cry - read first para of prayer - client seemed spaced out
Client:
no peace in the world
DR2:
says who - want to talk
ALTER:
no - not do any good - reading stupid prayer
DR2:
who are you?
ALTER:
why tell?
DR2:
I ask
ALTER:
polite to tell?
DR2:
yes
ALTER:
BABS, AGE 35
DR2:
why were you born, created?
BABS:
I hold pain
DR2:
how old (client) when you born?
BABS:
4
DR2:
can you tell what cause pain?
BABS:
(client’s - identity of 4th person) BURN HAND ON STOVE
DR2:
do you know why? accident?
BABS:
no
DR2:
can you tell me about it?
BABS:
happen on stove
CLIENT:
(shake head - hands on head) where is God - not in this - not part of these
lies - don’t want to hear any more - every one be quiet - I’m sick
-----------
8:30
PM - read paras 2 through 10
Client
sick - just hanging on
DR2:
pray for healing and peace - I call for person that is sick to talk about
sickness
ALTER:
why want to talk?
DR2;
Jesus bring healing
ALTER:
stomach hurts
DR2:
like it to go away?
ALTER:
yes
DR2:
your name
ALTER:
PATTY, AGE 13 - always sick
DR2:
you know Jesus?
PATTY:
make stop - not sick?
DR2:
Jesus can
PATTY:
tell Him to make stop
DR2:
you can ask Him, I help
PATTY:
head gets messed up - stomach hurt- used to through-up when little
DR2:
lets talk to Jesus - OK?
PATTY:
OK
DR2:
I’ll pray - you follow me verbally, _OK?
PATTY:
all right
DR2:
“Dear Jesus I come to you confessing my weakness, my sickness, and my sin -
forgive me where I need to be. I take
you now as my Lord and Savior - by the stripes on you back I claim healing - please help me to exercise my faith in
your blood - in your name, Amen.”
DR2:
how feel now?
PATTY:
not sure - still hurt some
DR2:
just watch what Jesus does - can you tell me what thing made you sick or rather
not?
PATTY:
my head hurts now
DR2:
OK - not talk about that - do you know others?
PATTY:
nobody happy here - head really hurts
DR2:
somebody hurt it?
PATTY:
banged on bed
DR2:
is it sore?
PATTY:
no - hurt inside
DR2:
remember we ask Jesus to heal
PATTY:
everything?
DR2:
in His time - you can help
PATTY:
how
DR2;
know other persons?
PATTY:
yes
DR2:
we need you to tell them about Jesus and to help (client)
PATTY:
what tell
DR2:
He’s the Savior and healer - He will forgive - He wants (client) whole
PATTY:
(client) want to die
DR2:
I know
PATTY:
she not feel well
DR2:
you need to help within with others to cooperate in (client) - give peace in
Jesus - know JIM?
PATTY:
yes
DR2:
JIM going to help
PATTY:
not doing now
DR2:
because I am - he just started - he’ll
need you to help
PATTY:
have to go now
DR2:
OK - thank you for your help
PATTY:
I’ll help - by
DR2:
by
8:55
PM
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client:
feels like I’m crying for something I don’t know what I’m crying for - a loss
----------------
Client
in denial - says open door for Satan’s lies not true - going insane
----------------
feel
- see - shaking - screaming - “not true”
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SUNDAY,
5/18/97 - 12:30 PM
Client: talk - read books
DR2:
who is there, want to talk
ALTER:
she not want - not believe - try get me not to
- she wrong
DR2:
about what
ALTER:
us
DR2:
what’s your name and age
ALTER:
JESS, GIRL, AGE 25
DR2:
how old (client) when you came
JESS:
6
DR2:
know why
JESS:
(client) say I don’t know
DR2:
do you
JESS:
if do - don’t tell - you wonder
DR2:
right - can you tell me why
JESS:
can but won’t
DR2:
so why are you out
JESS:
(client) was aggravating me so much - not believe - she want me shut up - she
yelling at me - tell me if I want to say - tell
DR2:
good idea - we need help - she need to know
JESS:
why - we take to keep from (?) why now
DR2:
need healing - wholeness - unity
JESS:
I don’t need the glasses
DR2:
what happened at age 6
JESS:
go outside - forget - be happy - know what I like to be happy
DR2:
?
DR2:
difficult
JESS:
wish she go away
DR2:
no
JESS:
she think be better you no worry
DR2:
be better if whole
JESS:
what if never - - you never
DR2:
believe God’s promises
JESS:
better then nothing
DR2:
not look for any one else
JESS:
you be happy
DR2:
not know
JESS:
what want us to do - preach
DR2:
spiritual warfare - aware of demons
JESS:
what aware
DR2:
know they are there
JESS:
with us - yes - cause trouble - get rid
of them
DR2:
you can help
JESS:
I can
DR2:
yes
JESS:
how
DR2:
blood & Jesus name
JESS:
that make them go away
DR2:
from believer - yes - you believe in Jesus?
JESS:
don’t know do or not - He supposed to do good - but does He?
DR2:
John 3:16
JESS:
(look eye to eye) what do with us
DR2:
as (client) - live forever
JESS:
like your tie - little babies in it
DR2:
so what - you profess Christ?
JESS:
may be I did
DR2:
accept cross - blood - salvation?
JESS:
no one know why go there - what you want me to do?
DR2:
pray with me - verbally
JESS:
OK
Pray:
I confess Christ, His burial and resurrection for me and my sin. I accept Him as my Savior, and as I can make
Him Lord
JESS:
what Lord of?
DR2:
what you do
JESS:
don’t do lot - should don’t tell - junk in here - get her clean
DR2;
a help - back to prayer - OK? - Jesus, I claim your blood on all demons - and
my authority as a believer - help me to victory - help me to be a witness to
the others for (client) sake. give us the Holy Spirit for power, Amen.
DR2:
believe saved - Acts 1:8 - ask you JESS - to talk to others and resist the
demons - claim authority over
JESS:
that be nice - they disturbing - so many here - so much chaos
DR2:
know how many?
JESS:
no - always around
DR2:
can tell me anything now?
JESS:
she not want to hear it
DR2:
we need truth - we’re asking God bring to light
JESS:
He brought us to light we always been here DR1 wrong - not know everything -
God not tell us be quiet - he say God show not in dark - he talk to us too
DR2:
true
JESS:
He in charge of everything - DR1 has lot to learn
DR2:
me too
JESS:
be nice to feel besides sad - (client) getting scared
DR2:
let her come back
client:
(eyes closed - open)
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Thur
- 5/22/97 - 7:15 PM
DR2:
talk with me - (client) SCREAMING?
ALTER:
I’m tired - she week - too hard to talk
DR2:
expect so
ALTER:
she wants energy - feel good - not depressed - she can’t
DR2:
why not
ALTER:
the things that happened - hold on take - won’t let go
DR2:
can you help
ALTER:
JIM doing what you say - talk about Jesus and peace
DR2:
good
ALTER:
think it help (client)?
DR2:
yes, do you know Jesus
ALTER:
yes
DR2:
what’s your name and age
ALTER:
JESSICA, 16 - (client) like that name DR2: SCREAMING
still there?
JESSICA:
yes - she SCREAMING - with her daddy (eyes open)
DR2:
how hold (client)
JESSICA:
4 - hurts - SCREAM
DR2:
where are they
JESSICA:
in the yard
DR2:
what doing
(Client
back) 7:22 PM
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DR2:
what you see - remember
Client:
didn’t want to hear what she had to say about (first person) I didn’t
wan to hear it
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7:24
PM
DR2:
who there - JESSICA?
Client:
I feel something but not know what I’m feeling - like its there but not
DR2:
(Pray for love of Christ, peace and comfort of H.S. for God to reveal - rebuke
any demon spirits present)
Client:
it’s like I can almost reach out and touch it (memory) but can’t get close
enough - see little girl SCREAMING AND RUNNING - feel like I’m going to jump up
and run away SCREAMING
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SATURDAY,
5/24/97 9:50 PM
Client’s
Daughter Present - had been talking about sin, demons, claiming the ground,
etc.
Client
went in to altered state
DR2:
want to talk?
Client:
(bowed head, turns away and crawled moves to window behind chair - no sound at
all)
DR2:
(prays) and ask will you talk with me please - its OK - do you know who I am?
Client:
(covers ears, head with hands, rubs hair - more)
DR2:
may I ask your name?
Client:
(rubs hair)
DR2; (?)
ALTER:
go away - don’t want to talk - don’t like subject
DR2:
want to change subject?
ALTER:
don’t like - yes
DR2:
Pray and go to bed, that OK?
ALTER:
(rub hair)
DR2:
Pray
ALTER:
(irritated - head up and down )
DR2:
call for (client) to the forefront - ALTER to memory
Client
back
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June
14, 1997
Client
reading book Released From Bondage by Anderson
Client:
I am feeling so angry
DR2:
who
Client:
(rocking legs)
DR2:
who’s feeling so angry? You are
commended to the love of Christ and the comfort and peace of the Holy
Ghost. I rebuke any demon spirits
present. The love of Jesus is here and
the Holy Spirit gives peace - Jesus calm the storm
Client:
(eyes open - book down)
DR2:
talk - who’s there? - freedom in Christ - speak what troubling you so you can
be free - (Pray for freedom and truth to be told)
You
not like what we read and talk about - why do you have to say? Need you to help (client) with her problem
which is probably yours too.
Client:
(eyes closed)
DR2:
you talk or hold (client) captive?
Client:
(eyes open - back) - I don’t want to do
this - don’t want this to happen - why
come out if nothing to say - what’s the point
6/20/97
- reading Anderson’s Released From Bondage, p.65 - 7:30 AM
ALTER
took over -
DR2:
(rebuked any demons present) Do you have inf. to share about what we read? Need to share in love and light of Jesus -
dispel darkness - bring hidden to light in light of Jesus - need freedom in the
truth of what happened - (rebuked demons again) - commend to the comfort and
peace of Holy Spirit to alters - call for the God given personality of (client)
DR2:
what went on?
Client:
someone said shut up - we don’t get what we want - to heavy to talk (eyes open
- catatonic)
DR2:
(prayed put on armour)
Client:
(voice raspy - when got to SWORD - went out - other control - I asked for her
hand - client said “I can’t give” - began to wisper “I’m going to die” - went
limp (pray again) - client back weak - “I still feel their here - they say you
can’t have me” - kept spacing out - had to keep calling back - failed response
- fear in eyes - client got up and went to bed - hugging pillow
DR2:
(touch pillow)
Client:
(jerk in anger)
DR2:
address system - call for JIM
ALTER:
why?
DR2:
talk about what going on
ALTER:
he won’t tell - nobody tell you
DR2:
who are you
ALTER:
want to be left alone
DR2:
you bothered (Client) and me
ALTER:
don’t want to tell
DR2:
OK - don’t - why you come out?
ALTER:
don’t feel well - head hurt
DR2:
why
ALTER:
stomach and head hurt
DR2:
why - somebody hurt you
ALTER:
ALL HURT - heart
DR2:
know Jesus?
ALTER:
I think I die - if I die (client) doe
too - head hurt
DR2:
know Jesus?
ALTER:
slipping away - hands - breath - weak
DR2:
(Pray for healing)
ALTER:
Jesus lies
DR2:
devil lies - pray for healing - relieve pain
6?20
- 8:20 AM CON.
DR2:
will talk more
ALTER:
why
DR2:
give inf. about (client) - who do we have - talk with me
ALTER:
( shake head no)
DR2:
pray - call for personality of (client)
Client:
I really don’t like this - what’s the point?
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TUE
- JUN 24 - doing study p. 13 - Client
felt odd - cringe feeling - tore page out of note book - on floor -
fearful - look on face and eyes - DR2 prayed
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p13
- anger again - tore page - scribbled with pin - sick - feel neasua - feel sick
- banging head - DR2 prayed for peace and understanding
DR2:
some one want to talk (client’s eyes closed - act alter state)
DR2:
do you have something to say? do you
know who I am? - trust me - talk to me (Client) needs your help
ALTER:
(hands on head)
DR2:
please talk with me
ALTER:
(sit up straight - took glasses off)
DR2:
who’s there - what’s your name?
ALTER:
(looking out window - hands at mouth - client back)
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6/26/97
- 9:30Pm
while
talking (Client) felt rebellious presence - in Prayer - alter state
DR2:
pray - rebuke spirit of rebellion - commend to love of Jesus - comfort of Holy
Spirit
Client:
back - words in mind but wouldn’t come out - now I feel sick and weak
DR2:
Acts 1:8 and II Tim. 1:7 - we claim the power
Client:
not in agreement
DR2:
is there a need for someone to speak - speak truth - lies renounced
ALTER:
shake head no
DR2:
you come forward you need
ALTER:
why - go away - leave us alone - GO TO HELL
we not talk
DR2:
who me?
ALTER:
none of us - don’ feel well
DR2:
who is us?
ALTER:
don’t feel well - weak - dying
DR2:
Romans - law of liberty - freedom -
life
ALTER:
no - dying
DR2:
not until God says so - Jesus - come to give life abundant
ALTER:
there is no peace - can’t find
DR2:
pray - healing in Jesus and Holy Spirit
ALTER:
need water
DR2:
get some - OK? - (got water) -OK can you take the water? (took water)
ALTER:
NO
DR2:
sit over here
ALTER:
can’t move
DR2:
why
ALTER:
don’t know - please give us water
DR2:
I can - I have
ALTER:
cry for water - can I have more
DR2:
pray - free in Jesus - released by demons -
(took
water)
DR2:
why crying - tell me - who is with you - you said us - your are released and
free to talk
ALTER:
want more water
DR2:
OK - give me he cup - I be back
DR2:
here’s water
ALTER:
(took)
DR2;
why are you thirsty - do you know
ALTER:
(sipping water slowly)
DR2;
you been without water a long time?
ALTER:
don’t want to be in the dirt
DR2:
where is the dirt? Jesus and Holy Spirit here - heal - peace
ALTER:
covered up in dirt
DR2:
pray - Jesus get out of dirt - wash in blood - clean white clothes
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FRI
- 6/27 - 7:50 PM
DR2:
pray - address system - call for
(client)
Client:
head back eye closed - then head up - eyes open - blinking
DR2:
call for JIM ( no response)
Client:
nothing - thot - but not (pause)
DR2:
call for JIM
Client:
(head back - eyes closed - head up eyes open - NO) - feel sick thirsty (eyes
blinking rapidly - startled by VCR coming on - eyes shut)
DR2:
some one come to talk
8:05
PM
Client:(head
rolling)
DR2:
light of Jesus give you light to speak (dropped remote - startled client back)
Client:
was some where but didn’t know where
DR2:
describe
Client:
no (eyes closed) - head hurts
DR2:
why head hurt
ALTER:
hit you
DR2:
some one hit you
ALTER:
yes
DR2:
how old when hit
ALTER:
its dark
DR2:
would like some light - pray - Jesus give light to see ( hands on eyes - hands
to ears)
ALTER:
WATER
DR2:
(got water - client crying - I bring water)
Jesus is the water - He quench thirst - take it away
ALTER:
(took water)
DR2:
your name?
ALTER:
dying ( like fainting)
DR2:
(I touched - she jerked - eyes open - fear) OK - memory past - in present -
need you to talk
(help
- sit up straight - eyes open - closed)
8:20
PM
DR2:
Jesus - I ask for clarity, freedom, and light - walk in light of the truth
ALTER:
I see the light - bright
DR2:
go to light - go to Jesus - leave darkness behind - - - are you with Jesus? - what do you see?
ALTER:
trying to come - weak - tired
DR2;
pray for angels to help - did angels come
ALTER:
( said something - didn’t get)
DR2:
what you try to say (startled - eyes open)
ALTER:
what happening
DR2;
what your name?
ALTER:
we don’t feel like talking - to tired to talk
DR2:
know why tired?
ALTER:
we’re dying
DR2:
lie of the devil
ALTER:
you don’t understand
DR2:
explain
ALTER:
the dirt - can’t breath - we’re dying
DR2:
this is memory - in past
ALTER:
dying
DR2:
NO- pray - free in love of Christ
ALTER:
evil is everywhere - all around
DR2:
pray - rebuke - evil spirits - free in blood of Jesus and Holy Spirit
ALTER:
(cringe - shake - eyes open and closed - jerk again)
DR2:
who - name - age
ALTER:
doesn’t matter who I am not worth anything
DR2;
lie
ALTER:
just a nobody - to be hurt - jous somebody to be hurt
DR2;
Jesus - life abundant - Jesus give life for sheep
ALTER;
(JERK - YELL - BACK)
DR2:
evil presence?
Client:
yes - there - like I was about to see it
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WED
- July 2, 97 - 9:25 AM
After
doing study - reading passages on healing Client into catatonic state of
starring -
DR2:
prayed
DR2:
I ask you to come talk - what has you upset - what memory did we bring up?
ALTER:
I just evil and dark
DR2;
who is
ALTER:
every where evil and dark
DR2;
where are you
ALTER:
(shiver)
DR2;
pray for light to reveal darkness - still in darkness?
ALTER:
I see light
DR2:
where
ALTER:
tunnel
DR2:
what tunnel
ALTER:
way out
DR2:
way out of where
ALTER:
DARK CAVE
DR2:
where’s the cave
ALTER:
don’t know
DR2:
why you there - who took you there
ALTER:
I’m dying - (lips moving)
DR2;
Jesus way, truth, life - still alive - only memory - call you to light and life
of Jesus - He brings light and life to spirit and soul to see memory and live -
Jesus is here - His light give life
ALTER:
baby in the dirt - get baby out of dirt
DR2:
funeral? - cemetery? where - what see?
ALTER:
in the cave (jerk back)
DR2;
pray - rebuke demons, commend to love of Christ and comfort and peace - what
happened? - what see
ALTER:
closed the box - on top of me
DR2;
who did
ALTER;
don’t know - I’m gona die in the box
DR2;
only memory - some one must have got you out
ALTER:
I’m in the box - she’s going to go to sleep in the box
DR2;
who - she - who is in the box
ALTER;
I’m gonna sleep in the box
DR2;
pray Jesus take out of box - surround area - see where you are who - what do you see?
ALTER:
(persons # 3 & 5) - and others
DR2:
why they put in box?
ALTER:
(nod) no - tired
DR2:
your name - age
ALTER;
PEGGY SUE - I’m cold
DR2;
tell age
PEGGY
SUE: so tired
DR2:
because of box?
PEGGY
SUE: couldn’t breath in box
DR2;
see Jesus
PEGGY
SUE: yes
DR2:
go to Jesus
PEGGY
SUE: he’s up high
DR2:
I ask Jesus to come to you - Jesus - please come down to PEGGY SUE - - He come?
PEGGY
SUE: mmmmm
DR2:
take Jesus hand
PEGGY
SUE; mmmmmmmmm
DR2:
pray - Jesus take - save - heal - wash memory in blood
DR2:
PEGGY SUE? - PEGGY SUE? - PEGGY SUE? - are you there - are you PEGGY SUE?
ALTER:
asleep - let me alone - want to be asleep - never wake up
DR2;
pray - power of Jesus Christ for PEGGY SUE - wake from sleep - be awake in
Jesus name , amen.
ALTER;
(eyes open)
DR2;
hello, are you PEGGY SUE?
ALTER:
(eyes blinking)
DR2:
talk some more?
ALTER:
hate them, hate them, hate them
DR2;
I understand
ALTER:
no you don’t - you can’t - doesn’t hurt you
DR2:
you want the hurt to go away?
ALTER:
not go away
DR2:
Jesus can take it away - do you want Him to ?
ALTER:
NO
DR2:
why not?
ALTER:
I just want to hurt
DR2:
be better if healed
ALTER:
(?)
DR2:
pray for healing by Jesus for PEGGY SUE
ALTER:
(interrupt) I’m not PEGGY SUE
DR2:
not ? - who then?
ALTER:
no reason to tell ------JOAN
DR2:
how old
JOAN:
you can have (client) back now
Client
back
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7/3/97
- 9:05 AM - reading - talking forgiveness - mentioned person # 3 & 5
- Client went out
DR2:
who has come forward - JOAN or PEGGY SUE?
come talk please - need inf. to help (client)
ALTER:
no - she can’t forgive - don’t know what happen we won’t let forget - they don’t
deserve forgiveness - she can’t - they almost killed her - almost died - they
horrible
DR2:
who are you - JOAN? - no peace to wicked - Jesus came to ive peace - come all
that labor and rest - no rest till you come
ALTER:
they have rest - evil - they free - they go - the rest peace - we’re in pieces
DR2:
Jesus - give life abundant
ALTER:
don’t see any way (client) has sanity to live
DR2:
she needs your life
ALTER:
they rotten
DR2:
you and (client) need to forgive
ALTER:
no - I won’t
DR2:
what good that do - just miserable
ALTER:
they made us this way - if I real - I shoot them - shoot them now in face - God
should never give them life - OH - I
don’t want to feel this way any more - so long
DR2:
want free
ALTER:
we have to live with torment - they
went on with their ives - they not tormented like we are - so mean
DR2:
(quote yoke passage)
ALTER:
I need rest - tired
DR2;
will you come to Jesus?
ALTER:
will He take pain away
DR2:
yes
ALTER:
how do I know
DR2;
Bible - stripes healed
ALTER:
He treated bad - but He forgave - how could he do that
DR2:
love - perfect love - fear has torment - not perfect in love - you can have in
Jesus - will you come to Jesus?
ALTER:
the rest - need peace
DR2;
He will give it - may I have your name?
ALTER:
JOAN
DR2;
pray with me please - OK?
JOAN:
all right
Prayer:
Dear Jesus - I come to you for rest and peace -- I accept you and your love and
sacrifice - forgive me where I’ve been wrong - save me from sin and self - help
me to forgive (#3 & 4) for what they did - and put it behind me - give me
the peace and rest I need - I renounce evil, the devil and his spirits and
command them in the name of Jesus...
JOAN:
they pull me away
DR2;
pray - rebuke demons in name and blood of Jesus
JOAN;
light flickering - see it
DR2;
what light - come back to Jesus the real light - in name of Jesus I rebuke all
evil spirits and claim the freedom in Christ my Savior - in His name and blood,
Amen.
DR2;
peaceful?
JOAN:
I have to be strong - I want to integrate but can’t
DR2;
why
JOAN;
have to stay and work - make things better
DR2;
OK - need to
JOAN:
need to help JIM - get up - discouraged - he won’t talk - so many evil ones to
fight - they all around - so many of them - keep getting in way of light -
cause light to flicker
DR2:
pray for JOAN & JIM - evil presence - etc. (expel all spirits - by light
and truth)
DR2:
JOAN?
JOAN:
still tired - have to go to work - so tired - weak
DR2:
pray for strength - put on armor - etc.
Client
back
9:30
AM
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FRI
- 7/4 - 8:40 PM - during study Client went spacy - DR2 called for Client
several times - client snapped - said
she saw two people - heard SCREAMING - but came back when I called - a few
moments later she went out again - DR2 got up to shut blinds and move chair - client
SCREAMED loudly and fell down out of chair and went across room to end of couch
- cried - says everything blank - black
9:00PM
Client
still felt a “presence” - prayed for power of Jesus and Holy Spirit - blood and
resurrection - at point of rebuking the “presence” client could not pray and
her eyes were evil as they looked at me (DR2) - I rebuked and the presence left
- client prayed to give ground to God and for Jesus to forgive, cleans in His
blood and for Holy Spirit to fill and no evi to come near.
9:20PM
DR2;
call for JIM or JOAN - hello - wake up - anyone there?
Client:
no one - can demons influence - keep from talking? - I sense comeone hiding - afraid
DR2:
(to system - JIM, JOAN, OTHERS) - exhorted to claim Jesus blood and Holy
Spirit’s armour for warfare, etc - anyone there to speak? JIM? free in Jesus to speak truth in love
ALTER:
I don’t have anything to say - it’s very bad - wish not this way
DR2:
what way
ALTER:
everything like it is - messed up
want to be happy - can’t too much darkness -
wrong
DR2:
want light - hope
ALTER:
what hope is there - so much bad - don’t see hope
DR2:
hope in Jesus
ALTER:
Jesus always been
DR2:
He wants you free and at peace
ALER:
would be nice - such bondage
DR2:
He can free if you will
ALTER:
will what
DR2:
let Him
ALTER:
He never freed before
DR2:
been waiting I guess
ALTER:
for what
DR2:
you and me - want some light?
ALTER:
there is light - not all dark - but evil
DR2:
we can renounce it - will you
ALTER:
I have on a pretty dress
DR2:
tell me about it
ALTER:
long - sash - flowers everywhere - I’m pretty --- I can run - sky blue - trees
= run and run - back in the hole - stay in hole
DR2:
where the hole
ALTER:
hole that we live in - the mind
DR2:
OH - OK
ALTER:
(client’s) body - free by - transporting myself - fly out - go where I want to
go - get sucked back in
DR2;
your name
ALTER:
very pretty name
DR2:
well
ALTER:
you want to know it
DR2:
yes
ALTER:
why
DR2:
collecting all names
ALTER:
why
DR2:
keep track of who I talk to
ALTER:
so many to keep track of
its
MARIE
DR2:
OK - age
MARIE:
17 - NICE AGE - did you like
DR2:
I guess so
MARIE:
(client) thought 17 would be nice - not much of her life nice - she survived
DR2:
why she SCREAM? you know
MARIE:
(client back )
9:43
PM
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Counseling sessions with DR1, DR2, and a new counselor DR3. on 18
September 1997, 1000AM
DR1: Childhood trauma split the
soul - human spirit into personas.
Alters have names, persona have the name of the real individual. The personas carry the memory and the
pain. This is the KEY: go after the
personas to heal the original split.
Let Jesus speak His truth to the lie with no negative emotions. The lies rise up through life as an aroma
cloning themselves from one memory to the next into current life
situations. God’s word will heal
completely.
Don’t know how the
system works with the personas, but when the spirit is healed the alters are
automatically healed. Alters take over
the body, personas do not. Personas take
over the memory and revisits the memory including the pain. The memory returns with the healing of the
persona.
Client: (stand up ) feel sick (may be angry alter) I can’t trust - you
tell me all this stuff - go on and on
DR1: told what I knew - know
more - let us talk to the persona and bring healing
Client: been saying since Dec -
feel anger in gut - same feeling - don’t know where - something won’t let -
need total surrender - won’t let.
DR1 & DR3: (pray vocally rebuking spirits-hedging, - binding)
Client: I’m scared
DR3: what scared of
Client: Don’t know
DR3: Focus on being scared - what afraid of - let Jesus show you
DR1: go back - what afraid of - what think about
Client: anger - confusion hate
DR3: focus on confusion
Client: Don’t like - irritated
DR1: something inside - not (client)
DR3; No power - bound
Client: inside - wants to kill (DR3)
DR1: spirit in there
DR3; can’t kill me - Jesus bind
Client: why bother me
DR1: something inside - keep us informed of your thoughts - come to
healing inside - upset about - can’t hurt you - what are your thoughts?
Client: you keep asking
DR1: Yes - you let - bring healing - can you see Jesus - are you
(client)? - speak to me who talk to - know very angry - what (pray aloud) call for (client) to talk -
want to talk to you
(10:40 AM)
DR1: can you listen - mind drift on pain - I ask Jesus to heal - what
memory brings pain - keep informed what brings pain - talk?
Client: me when little
DR1: what see
Client: blurry - in car - back seat
DR1: what feel
Client: on bed - (persons #1 & #4) beat me
DR1: feel pain - look for Jesus
Client: I see Him
DR1: listen to Him - He will speak (pray for Jesus to speak to
Client). What He say to you. Is He
closer - in room - focus on Him - He comes to you - tell me when He talks -
Client: think - what for you to say - don’t know what real
DR1: focus on scene - I be quiet
(time lapse)
Client: Just stopped
DR1: (pray) speak to Client - healing - still see? Jesus and them -
girl - wait for Jesus to speak to girl
(time lapse)
Client: how know really happening - beating stop - He tell all right -
hold me
DR1: let Him hold girl - let Him make real
Client: Jesus here - take over - heal - why I feel so confused?
DR1: what happen to child?
Client: still there
DR3: focus on confusion - let Him speak to confusion - child not know
what happen.
(time lapse)
Client: Hear voices - not get anywhere
DR3: (pray - command to silence - enemy bound)
DR1: not listen to devil - to Christ - still holding girl?
Client: yes
DR1: He say be OK - listen - He talk to her
Client: no - say it be all right - mind keeps wondering
DR1: go back to Lord - eyes on Him
Client: so what mean - He there - say all right - so what
DR1: She sleeping in His arms? He reunite in spirit
Client: thought tiny bit of peace - I feel?
DR1: Yes - Jesus come to heal broken hearted
Client: what’s the lie
DR1: that it not be OK - He say - it will be OK - girl still there or
gone?
Client; gone
DR1: that’s the peace - keep thinking - go to next thought - Lord leads
to pain
Client: my memories - painful - but small things - that was worst
DR1: OK - let Him take you back - let thoughts drift - where stop -
(pray) - go to the pain - Jesus to heal - where are we?
Client: going in circles
DR1: (pray - stop thought on pain - no confusion - where You want)
Client: in hospital after tonsils out
DR1: pain
Client: age 5 - bleed - SCREAM for mom - not let her in - nose
operation - DR yell at
DR1: Jesus there
Client: there or I put Him there?
DR1: you can’t - He will be - tell when you see
Client: I see Him
DR1: just listen to Him - He speak - what does He say?
Client: don’t have to feel any pain
DR1: He hold you
Client: yes
DR1: how feel - better?
Client: yes
(11:05 AM)(frequent moments of silence for the Lord to speak
Client: He said I love you - I see FERROUS WHEEL
DR1; focus on
Client: don’t know
DR1: focus - see what happen ( pray to see ferrous wheel)
Client: on it - SCREAMING
DR1; feel fear - see Jesus - tell when see
Client: I thought voices went away - why they back?
DR1: (pray over spirit voices - silence - focus on Jesus
Client: (upset - crying - SCREAMED in fear - stood up - sat back down - hand on face)
DR1: where Jesus? - look for
DR3: see Jesus - let speak
DR1: Jesus speak to - listen
Client: (back up to desk)
DR1: what He say to you
Client: said it be all right
DR1: how feel - besides upset - peace?
Client: yes - not feel as before
DR1: what see
Client: nothing more
DR1: feel peace
Client: little
DR1: how feel about DR3
Client: better - what happen - why not have memory
DR1: don’t know
DR3: memory block - feel hopeless - terror - fear
DR2: lot of darkness - ask Jesus for light
Client: show memory
DR3: take away - may show - may not - take pain away - still feel fear
- terror - hopeless - powerless?
Client: no
DR2 & DR3 (pray - client looking
angry - evil eyed)
Client: still on FERROUS WHEEL - going around the more you ask I
get more agitated and feel things (take drink)
DR3: abandoned by someone?
Client: hard to believe - talk about parents - 5oth anniversary in SC -
sister - conversations - phone - she before me Sunday situation (details)
DR1: doing well - situational
11:30 AM)
DR1: how doing now
Client: all right - throat hurt
DR1: keep asking for healing and peace
Client: why let this happen
DR1: wants healing - shed light - Luke 1:78-79 - gave light - Client in
darkness - to way of peace - why bring forward
Client: any other MPD - have baby alter - half bodies?
DR1: yes -
DR2: (show DR1 the cave - alters - babies - kill someone - bury - baby
buried)
Client: so much variable - no sense
DR1: find keys - as personas reunite - memory - key broken spirit -
Prov:17:22: A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: but a broken spirit
drieth the bones. Prov:18:14: The
spirit of a man will sustain his infirmity; but a wounded spirit who can bear?
- OK to go to other memory?
Client: such trivial
DR1: some overwhelming - send shock waves - screaming - terror - panic
- from memory
Client: how many MPD co-conscious?
DR1; most
Client: how many not talk - thought patterns
DR1: sometimes don’t know
DR3: persona has memory - thought pattern
Client: right - feel they don’t know
DR1: right
DR3: pain - you - assaulted by someone
client: any kind - just sexual
DR1: any
Client: felt - don’t know
DR1: you will have memory (example) MPD - adult - personas - 30 each
memory trauma - spirit back memory - like always had - but didn’t with no pain
- God healed - done work - dynamic - grew up SRA
DR2: (show DR1 Kaleidoscope of color)
DR1: memory integrated with alter is habitual persona - details - God
will give insight to mystery
Client: why take so long
DR1: if ask - He say right on target
client: OK
(11:50 AM)
DR1: need take hour for meeting - can work with DR3 or break - he
understands - been there
Client; yes - feel comfortable
(11:55 AM)
(12:05 PM)
DR3: (talk)
Client: (out) panic - fear
DR2 & DR3: (pray
DR2: do we have (client)
DR3: (pray - client back) OK?
Client: NO (to bath room)
(12:10 PM)
DR3: (pray)
Client; can’t explain - but ask DR2 not to pray out loud any more
DR3: what in mind right now - looking for abandonment - fear - terror -
hopelessness - powerlessness - I can’t - don’t know the way - tainted - pain
from lies - eight lies - feel betrayed - looking for
Client: lived lies - live in hopelessness
DR3; from youth
Client: always felt worthless
DR3: worthless - another - totally helpless
Client: always felt - fear - why lie
DR3: Jesus all power - dispels fear (example) Gen. 1 -creation - time -
for us - God visit any time He not bound to time - you - assaulted - Lord knew
- only God heal broken spirit
Client: felt that all life
DR3: let Jesus heal
Client: confused - alters - see hear - not be - then make sense one
memory - neighbor - went back - mother got on for
(12:18 PM)
Client: so many - one for each thing
DR3: once start - can be easy after that - in hospital - something
client: (person #1) complicated
DR3: tell me - he honest? -
dishonest? - key point - side with Christ - one evil? - not right
Client: church people see one - we see other - one hospital said I was
emeshed with him
DR3: Satanist give two time lines - torture then win to Christ - other
line in Satan to taint Christian life - Satan side as good - Jesus and church
evil - no power - see failure in others - see in (person #1)
Client: has hold on me - not understand - after marriage - about age 30
- visit - he said - loving me and (person #4) - he love me more than any
one in the world - in front of (person #4)
DR3: did this stir feelings
Client: sad - hurts - all kinds - I broke down in bathroom - sobbed - (person
#4) came in - ask what wrong - said hurts to be loved so much
DR3: triggered something inside - can I ask Christ what?
Client: What in me skeptical?
DR3: (pray) - memory - visit- reveal - bind enemy - no power - defeated
- power in cross - anything happen? - hopelessness?
Client: how feel?
DR3: feel now - hopeless?
Client: strange - first come to DR1 - total hopeless - last time DR1
said to do 2 hr/day - not feel as strong as before - hopeless
DR3: God healed memory today - ask Lord - He may not want more today -
let Him
client: strange - before - restroom - not feel now as felt then
DR3: feel better - may be He heal
client: address thot - hopeless - don’t feel any hopeless - not any
DR3: on zero to ten where - ten being no hope?
Client: strange - but 4 - most any other time 10
DR3: want it to zero? ask Lord - reveal where hopelessness - can trust Lord (pray) - take to
hopelessness now
(pause - 12:30 PM)
DR3: God show anything
Client: no
DR3: feel peace
Client: like not felt in years
DR3: may not want to go any further - place of peace - stop
Client: hart to understand - before restroom
DR3: what feel then
Client: fear - panic
DR3: fear now?
Client: some what
DR3: focus on fear - safe place - Jesus in control - let mind drift
back
Client: what feel - not much of any thing
DR3: see Lord Jesus Christ
Client: didn’t
DR3: now
Client: yes
DR3: ask to go with you - “Dear Lord - go with me to visit the fear -
confess fear - sin -” - what Jesus say - see Jesus
Client: (eyes shut)
(pause)